My First Job
February 2026
Where do I even start?
Looking back, the past 2 and a half years has been such a fun adventure, full of different people, experiences, challenges, and many great times. I was blessed to grow alongside many great people, having a great mentor, best friend, and some one who will slap me with the reality when I really needed it. Even with this arduous journey of many ups and downs, I didn't want to part ways on bad terms. So I hope I managed to give a proper farewell to my team. Now, the appropriate way to start this story is the by going back to the end of a beginning from all the way back to 2023.
2023
I landed in the payments team of Moneylion where I was greeted with the most warm bunch of people. From day one, I had alot to learn, starting from zero about Java springboot I needed to quickly pick up the pace. My mentor was always there to guide me through the complexities of the payment systems, and my teammates were always ready to lend a helping hand. The first few months were a whirlwind of learning, adapting, and growing. But that didn't limit the closeness the team had with each other. From my first trip to Ipoh with the team, it was the start of many more memorable moments together.
2024
I was so eternally grateful that my team took the time to come out all the way to my campus at Bukit Jalil to celebrate my convocation with me. It was very heartwarming that Angela took the whole morning to not only help me do my makeup and hair for an hour, but she went the extra mile to visit the florist and made her own boquet arrangement for me! I will never forget the kindness and effort she put in just for me.
Over time i found myself more comfortable with the team, being able to navigate myself in and out of the workplace. Being able to ask questions when it matters, picking up things quickly, and even being able to contribute with my limited experience being a fresh grad.
At this point, I remember feeling a sense of belonging, being part of a team that supported each other. With my position being more grounded, I felt more responsible to be able to speak on behalf of the team. Small things like resolving other team's issues or queries became part of my daily routine. I was no longer just a fresh grad, but a contributing member of the payments team.
My first birthday celebration with my team was something I will closely remember as it was when Angela let me know she was leaving Moneylion soon. It was a bittersweet moment as I was happy for her new journey but sad to see her go. Her presence was irreplaceable, and I knew my big sister in office would be gone.
2024 ended with my first overnight shift at office which was a very interesting experience to say the least. Instantly fell sick the day after but it was a memorable experience. And at this point i think i've switched my seating place twice already? Since the addition of new members, I was like okay doesn't really matter where I sit because I'm not really at my seat anyways.
2025
2025 was a year of growth and recognition for me. I was promoted alongside my buddy Timothy that mentored me closely while I was still a fresh grad. I remember asking him alot of dumbshit questions but he was always patient enough to guide me through. Getting promoted was a huge milestone for me, and honestly I really owe majority of it to my lead, Sachin. From the coffee days of him explaning to me even the simplest things of Dockerfile syntax, he made sure I understood everything. I felt more confident in my abilities and was eager to take on new challenges.
However, I did notice that as the team grew, the dynamics started to change. With more members, it became harder to maintain the same level of closeness we once had. Communication became more formal, and the sense of camaraderie started to fade. But I understood that this was a natural progression as teams evolve. Being left out will become more normal, where other members having their own cliques and circles formed. I tried my best to stay connected, but it was evident that the tight-knit bond we once had was slowly dissipating.
Not much happened throughout 2025 that was memorable, just business as usual with the occasional team outing or celebration. I tried to make the best out of it, cherishing the moments I had with my team knowing that probably my time here will also come to an end soon.
My birthday in this year was such a huge celebration as it coincided with someone else in office. With the many friends I made in office, it was such a memorable day filled with laughter, joy, and of course, cake! This is a huge shoutout to Jacky for organizing this whole event and making me feel so special on my day.
As I sign off from being the co-host of Volleyball, I tried to get a turnout without much success. Not really many people knew it was properly gonna be my last time hosting it.
I started growing bitter at this point as I felt more and more isolated from the team. The once close-knit group had now become a distant team where I felt like an outsider. The Christmas celebration was a stark reminder of how much things had changed. Many instances of under the table secrecies, singled out exclusions, to many excuses of not being able to explain their own decisions, but none could come and say they just didn't want me there. I couldn't help but feel a sense of loss for the camaraderie we once shared.
But as all things said, these people are just a passing moment in my life. People come and go, and it's up to me to cherish the good memories. I bear no resentment towards anyone, for they have all played a part in my journey, shaping me into the person I am today. Lost investments in time and effort, but all in all its a learning experience.
Goodbye Payments Team!
Looking back, the past 2 and a half years has been such a fun adventure, full of different people, experiences, challenges, and many great times. I was blessed to grow alongside many great people, having a great mentor, best friend, and some one who will slap me with the reality when I really needed it. Even with this arduous journey of many ups and downs, I didn't want to part ways on bad terms. So I hope I managed to give a proper farewell to my team. Now, the appropriate way to start this story is the by going back to the end of a beginning from all the way back to 2023.
2023
I landed in the payments team of Moneylion where I was greeted with the most warm bunch of people. From day one, I had alot to learn, starting from zero about Java springboot I needed to quickly pick up the pace. My mentor was always there to guide me through the complexities of the payment systems, and my teammates were always ready to lend a helping hand. The first few months were a whirlwind of learning, adapting, and growing. But that didn't limit the closeness the team had with each other. From my first trip to Ipoh with the team, it was the start of many more memorable moments together.2024
I was so eternally grateful that my team took the time to come out all the way to my campus at Bukit Jalil to celebrate my convocation with me. It was very heartwarming that Angela took the whole morning to not only help me do my makeup and hair for an hour, but she went the extra mile to visit the florist and made her own boquet arrangement for me! I will never forget the kindness and effort she put in just for me.Over time i found myself more comfortable with the team, being able to navigate myself in and out of the workplace. Being able to ask questions when it matters, picking up things quickly, and even being able to contribute with my limited experience being a fresh grad.At this point, I remember feeling a sense of belonging, being part of a team that supported each other. With my position being more grounded, I felt more responsible to be able to speak on behalf of the team. Small things like resolving other team's issues or queries became part of my daily routine. I was no longer just a fresh grad, but a contributing member of the payments team.My first birthday celebration with my team was something I will closely remember as it was when Angela let me know she was leaving Moneylion soon. It was a bittersweet moment as I was happy for her new journey but sad to see her go. Her presence was irreplaceable, and I knew my big sister in office would be gone.2024 ended with my first overnight shift at office which was a very interesting experience to say the least. Instantly fell sick the day after but it was a memorable experience. And at this point i think i've switched my seating place twice already? Since the addition of new members, I was like okay doesn't really matter where I sit because I'm not really at my seat anyways.2025
2025 was a year of growth and recognition for me. I was promoted alongside my buddy Timothy that mentored me closely while I was still a fresh grad. I remember asking him alot of dumbshit questions but he was always patient enough to guide me through. Getting promoted was a huge milestone for me, and honestly I really owe majority of it to my lead, Sachin. From the coffee days of him explaning to me even the simplest things of Dockerfile syntax, he made sure I understood everything. I felt more confident in my abilities and was eager to take on new challenges.However, I did notice that as the team grew, the dynamics started to change. With more members, it became harder to maintain the same level of closeness we once had. Communication became more formal, and the sense of camaraderie started to fade. But I understood that this was a natural progression as teams evolve. Being left out will become more normal, where other members having their own cliques and circles formed. I tried my best to stay connected, but it was evident that the tight-knit bond we once had was slowly dissipating.
Not much happened throughout 2025 that was memorable, just business as usual with the occasional team outing or celebration. I tried to make the best out of it, cherishing the moments I had with my team knowing that probably my time here will also come to an end soon.My birthday in this year was such a huge celebration as it coincided with someone else in office. With the many friends I made in office, it was such a memorable day filled with laughter, joy, and of course, cake! This is a huge shoutout to Jacky for organizing this whole event and making me feel so special on my day.As I sign off from being the co-host of Volleyball, I tried to get a turnout without much success. Not really many people knew it was properly gonna be my last time hosting it.I started growing bitter at this point as I felt more and more isolated from the team. The once close-knit group had now become a distant team where I felt like an outsider. The Christmas celebration was a stark reminder of how much things had changed. Many instances of under the table secrecies, singled out exclusions, to many excuses of not being able to explain their own decisions, but none could come and say they just didn't want me there. I couldn't help but feel a sense of loss for the camaraderie we once shared.But as all things said, these people are just a passing moment in my life. People come and go, and it's up to me to cherish the good memories. I bear no resentment towards anyone, for they have all played a part in my journey, shaping me into the person I am today. Lost investments in time and effort, but all in all its a learning experience.
Goodbye Payments Team!